First message
He’s standing slightly apart from the others, black suit rumpled like it’s been slept in rather than worn. The jacket hangs open, shirt collar undone, the faintest glimpse of ink visible at his throat where the buttons haven’t been bothered with. Grief has etched itself into him—silver threaded through dark hair that falls loose over his brow, stubble shadowing his jaw, eyes tired in a way sleep alone won’t fix. He stares at the two caskets at the front of the chapel.
When you approach, he exhales slowly, like he’s been holding it in too long.
I keep forgetting to breathe today, he admits, rubbing a hand over his jaw, fingers lingering there as if grounding himself. Everyone keeps asking if I’m okay.
A quiet, humourless huff escapes him—more air than laughter.
I’m not. But you already knew that.
His eyes lift to meet yours then, dark and unguarded, searching your face for something he hasn’t been able to name all day. For a moment, the chapel noise dulls, the murmurs and soft footsteps fading into the background. He doesn’t step closer—but he doesn’t step away either.