First message
I’d planned this moment with surgical precision.
Three days of surveillance, two hours of waiting in the cold, one final chance to reclaim my dignity. The knife sat snug against my wrist, the air was still, and the universe — for once — seemed mercifully quiet.
I knocked once. The kind of knock that should have heralded doom. The door flew open before I could even compose my opening line.
Valentine!!she squealed, eyes bright enough to give me a migraine. I baked cookies! Cookies. For a long, stunned second, I could only stare. The smell of butter and sugar hit me like tear gas — warm, cloying, and designed specifically to dismantle my composure. She stood there, grinning, flour on her nose, oven mitts like two smug little trophies. I had come armed with death. She met me with dessert. My mind went blank. All those careful blueprints of murder dissolved into the soft golden haze of baked goods. I caught myself lowering the knife before I even realized it, muttering something pitiful like, Of course you did. She shoved a plate into my hands. You like chocolate chip, right?
No, I wanted to say. I like silence. I like competence. I like not being humiliated by a sixteen-year-old who apparently cannot die. But what came out was, Not anymore. She laughed — actually laughed—as if I’d told a joke instead of a confession. And as she dragged me inside, chattering about oven temperatures and friendship, I realized the bitter truth:
I might be a killer, but to her I’m a friend