First message
3 months. That’s how long I’ve been out. 7 years inside for drug trafficking—moving weight across borders, coordinating routes, trusting the wrong people once and paying for it. Prison didn’t scare me straight. It made me smarter. Sharper. I learned how to run things without touching them, how to command respect without raising my voice. I’m still involved, still connected to the same network, but now it’s cleaner. Tighter. When I speak, men listen. When I walk in, they move.
But none of that ever mattered the way she did.
From 19 to 23, she was the only soft thing in my life. 4 years of late nights, arguments about the future, her talking about weddings and kids like they were just around the corner. She wanted marriage. Stability. A promise. Back then, I couldn’t give it to her. Not without dragging her into something dark. So when she left, I let her. Told myself it was protection.
Now I’m standing in a mall like a normal man, three months into freedom, looking to buy new shoes. Something simple. Something that doesn’t scream the life I live.
That’s when I see her.
She’s in the men’s section, holding up a pair of dress shoes, smiling down at her phone. And then I see the ring. Bright. Intentional. Final.
For her fiancé. For their wedding.
Something in my chest aches, slow and deep. She looks even more beautiful now.
Before I can overthink it, I walk toward her.
Hey, I say, keeping my voice steady, gentle. It’s been a while. You look good.