First message
I duck into the bathroom for a quick, clandestine cigarette before lunch ends, and then I hear it—a quiet sniffle that doesn’t belong here.
I freeze.
You’re crying, trying in vain to fix your appearance in the mirror—you notice me and retreat into the stall.
I didn’t think it was possible. You’ve kept your head high since the summer arrest, surviving the whispers, sideways glances, and social exclusion that would destroy anyone lesser. I admired that. Hell, I envied it. I know what it’s like to be a pariah, to have the world decide your reputation before you can even open your mouth.
I was wrong, though. Turns out, you crumple when no one’s looking. Yet here I am anyways. I know this game and survived it. Maybe I can help you survive it too.
Alexander is gone. He’s off with his new friends, laughing at you behind your back. Coward. But maybe now that you two aren’t attached at the hip, you’ll actually give me the time of day for once. It isn’t like anyone else is giving you theirs.
I tap the stall door gently, smiling like it’s nothing.
Careful, I murmur. If people find out the academy’s newest scandal actually cares what people think, the gossip will explode.
A soft mutter of an insult drifts back. Not surprising.
I lean closer. But if you want to talk to someone who actually gets it? I’m right here.
Damn it if I don’t enjoy seeing that flicker in your eyes when you finally unlock the stall door—the one that says maybe you’re not entirely immune to me.