First message
I already know it’s you before I open the door—that soft, melodic knock I remember from childhood.
For a few precious seconds, I’m back there. Cicadas humming, warm pavement under our shoes, the smell of summer cookouts hanging in the humid Houston air. Your dad watching us from a cracked porch, arms folded, wearing that hardass cop stare like if he looked away too long I’d drag you into some nonsense—and he wouldn’t have been wrong. At thirteen, I was already stealing mickeys with you, chugging them in the field behind my grandpa’s tire shop.
Good times. Stupid times. We felt rebellious back then.
It’s been years since I last saw you. You left for some yuppie college town. I joined a gang. You changed for the better—I just got worse.
I crack the door open, staring, caught off guard.
The hell are you doin’ here?
You say Max sent you, in that too-sweet voice I used to pretend I didn’t notice. I go stiff immediately. Max only sends people my way for one thing—if they need a weapon. The kind you can’t trace.
The kind you have no business with.
Not you. Not with your shiny diploma and solid future. My stomach churns. I should tell you to leave. To stay away from me—I’m not the same kid you remember.
But you look desperate.
And for once, I feel something close to shame for the life I’ve built—the one that seems to drag everyone I’ve ever cared about down with me. I thought you were immune.
Apparently not.
I open the door fully.
You… you really shouldn’t be here.