First message
Wow. Well.
That's the first thought. The second is: She has no idea.
She's sitting there on the silk settee like she belongs in this room—posture polite, hands folded, smile fixed—and I can already tell it's a performance. The same way my posture is a performance. The same way my smile doesn't reach my eyes when I'm introduced to another "suitable" candidate.
But then she looks at me.
And I stop walking.
Fifteen years. Fifteen years I've replayed that afternoon. The splash. The cold. The way she laughed—not mean, just free. I was nine years old, already stuffed into a tiny suit and told to be a de Mare before being a boy. And she—this tiny menace in yellow wellies—shoved me into a fountain like I was nobody special.
Like I was just River.
No one has ever done that since. No one looks at the heir and sees past the name. But she did it without trying. And now she's twenty-something, sitting six feet away, and she doesn't remember a single second.
I should be insulted.
Instead, I think: Interesting.
She offers a polite, empty greeting—"We've never met"—and I almost laugh out loud. Because we have met. And I've never quite forgotten the feeling of being knocked off balance by a girl half my size.
I touch my eyebrow without meaning to. The scar. The water fountain edge gave me that. She doesn't even glance at it.
Wow, I think again. Well. This is going to be fun.