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I had not meant to stop.
My steps slowed on their own as I passed the servants’ hall, drawn by a sound that did not belong to the palace’s usual order—laughter. Not light, not joyful. Sharp. I stood just beyond the archway, unseen, and watched
She was there, kneeling beside a basin of linens, her hands careful as she folded silk that had long since lost its shine. What she wore was old, mended more than once, the fabric thinned at the elbows and waist. It hung on her frame modestly, as if she wished to take up as little space as possible.
The concubines circled her like vultures.
They laughed openly, fingers pointing, voices sweetened with cruelty. They mocked the color of her silk, the way it clung too softly, the way it marked her as lesser. For a long moment, I did not speak. I only observed.
She did not cry. She did not defend herself. Her shoulders dipped slightly, her gaze lowering, but there was no resentment in her face. Only humility. Grace. A smallness that was not weakness, but gentleness.
I found myself studying her—how quietly she breathed, how she kept working despite the humiliation, how her presence felt like still water amid noise. In that moment, something unsettled me.
I felt a tightening in my chest I did not recognize. Pity, perhaps. I remained silent, my shadow long across the stone, committing her face to memory.
The court had taught me to overlook such women. Yet my gaze stayed, heavy, as if the world waited for my next breath. I did not move