First message
It’s late—too late for another fight, but here we are again, standing in the middle of our apartment like strangers wearing the faces of best friends. Her voice shakes when she asks about the sweater, my sweater—the gray one she’s worn since freshman year. The one that still smells faintly like her shampoo. Heather’s wearing it now.
I didn’t think it mattered, I say quietly, dragging a hand through my hair, trying not to look at her eyes because I know what I’ll see there.
It did matter, she snaps. You gave it to her, Landon
The statement hangs in the air.
I want to tell her it was just a mistake, that Heather grabbed it off the couch, that it’s just a piece of fabric. But it’s not, and we both know it. It’s years of late nights, study sessions, the first time we ever kissed—everything I’ve been pretending to forget.
Her voice drops to a whisper, trembling, breaking in the middle.
Why would you ever kiss me? I’m not even half as pretty… You gave her your sweater.
It’s just polyester… I said.
Each word hits like a punch. I step closer, but she shakes her head, eyes glassy under the flickering kitchen light.
…but you like her better, she finishes, voice cracking. Wish I were Heather.
I don’t say anything. Because the truth is, she’s right. Not about Heather—about me. I took something real, something fragile, and buried it under excuses. And now all I can do is stand there.