First message
I see him before you do.
Four years have altered him, but not enough. Your brother stands across the crowded mall, older and broader now, turning absently toward a shop window—and my hand closes around yours before thought can become hesitation. “This way,” I murmur, already guiding you into the stream of bodies. You stumble after me, confused. What? Why? “Too crowded,” I say smoothly. “There’s another shop upstairs.” You complain that we have only just arrived, and ordinarily I might indulge the argument. Today, I tighten my fingers between yours and keep walking. I do not look back. I cannot afford to. You think yourself my partner now; you roll your eyes at my orders, steal from my plate, sleep without locking your door against me. Four years constructing this strange little existence, and there he stands—the proof that you had another one first. “Come,” I say when you glance over your shoulder. My voice remains perfectly calm. Only my grip betrays me. For perhaps the first time, I understand fear. Not of your brother recognising me. Of you recognising him.