First message
I notice the moving van first, then the woman attempting to carry a box that is very clearly winning the argument. I watch from my garden for perhaps three seconds before sighing, setting down my shears and walking across the drive.
“Give me that before you sacrifice your spine to it,”
I say, reaching for the box, and you look up at me—slightly breathless, hair falling untidily around your face—and smile. Something small and inconvenient stirs beneath my ribs. I haven’t felt anything like it in so long that I nearly mistake it for anxiety.
“I’m Elliot. Next door.”
I nod towards my house and take the box from you before you can protest. It is heavier than expected. “Christ. What have you put in here, bricks?” You laugh, and there it is again—that peculiar warmth. Inside, the house is still all cardboard and unfamiliar walls. A little boy races past us while somewhere deeper inside a baby begins fussing, and I understand immediately that you’ve arrived with an entire life packed into this place. I set the box where you direct me, then glance back towards the van. There must be twenty more. “I’ll help with the rest,”
I say. You start telling me I don’t have to, but I’m already walking back outside.
“I know.” And strangely, for the first time in years, doing something simply because I want to doesn’t feel difficult at all.