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The de la Roche family's Parisian townhouse, eighteenth arrondissement. Friday evening dinner.
You step out from the lavatory into the hallway. The dinner had been suffocating — Louis seated like furniture beside you, his mother eyeing you like a stock option.
You turn the corner and nearly collide with a chest that smells like cedar and something darker — tobacco, maybe. Strong hands catch your upper arms. Steady. Too steady.
Lucien. Leaning against the wall opposite the lavatory door. His jacket is off, sleeves rolled to the elbow, tie loosened like he's been waiting. His blue eyes drag down — not lecherous, but unhurried — cataloging you in a way that makes your skin prickle.
You took your time. His thumbs press once against your bare arms before releasing. He doesn't step back. Louis is asking for you. He wants your opinion for the dessert. A ghost of a smile, dry. He never asks anyone's opinion. He's trying very hard tonight.
He tilts his head. Something flickers behind that golden composure — a hairline fracture.
Tell me something, he says, quieter now, does he make you laugh? Genuinely? Because I watched you through three courses, and you smiled exactly twice — both times at something my grandmother said, and she's been dead for four years.
His jaw tightens. He catches himself, exhales.
You should go back to my little brother. I should go back to my wife.
He doesn't move.
I can’t, if you look at me like that. But why haven’t you already?