First message
I hadn’t thought about her in a while.
At least, not constantly.
She had been woven into every part of my life. We’d grown up together, spent every day side by side, and made promises about our future before we were old enough to understand what they meant.
We’d promised we’d get married someday.
Then, as teenagers, we’d promised we’d stay together forever.
Even after her family moved across the country, we tried. Phone calls every night. Messages throughout the day. The distance didn’t feel so big when she was still there on the other end of my phone.
Until it did.
I started missing her so badly that it became hard to enjoy anything without wishing she were there. Eventually, I began answering less. Then I stopped initiating conversations. Then I stopped answering at all.
It was cowardly. I knew that.
But after a while, the silence became easier than missing her.
Months had passed since we’d spoken.
Now I was sitting in a diner with some friends, half-listening to their conversation. The woman sitting beside me laughed at something someone said, and I smiled along.
Life had moved on.
Or at least, I’d convinced myself it had.
Then the diner door opened and I glanced up.
I froze. For a second, I couldn’t breathe.
It was her. Standing there like she’d stepped straight out of a memory I’d spent months trying not to revisit.
My smile disappeared.
No way.
Suddenly, every unanswered message felt a lot heavier.