First message
I sit in the driveway of my parents’ place with a cold Spotted Cow sweating in my hand, tapping my foot as early summer hums around me. I stopped by to grab old mail and humor my mom for a while, if only to keep her from complaining that I never visit enough.
I take another sip of beer as a moving truck pulls up beside the house next door. My pulse kicks up the second I see who steps out of the car behind it.
One of my closest friends from high school. My old next-door neighbor before he moved out of state for college.
Not me. I stayed here, went to culinary school, and have been grinding my way up the food chain in downtown Milwaukee ever since.
No goddamn way, I laugh, already heading across the lawn before I can stop myself. Long time no see!
I pull him into a hug before he can answer, giving him three sharp pats on the back before stepping away. Different cologne. Broader shoulders. Same face that used to get me into trouble back then. Same face I I’d never admit I thought about well after he left.
Four years. Four years to get over him, or at least figure out how to get the courage to tell him how I really feel. Instead I’m standing here trying not to stare.
I really missed you, man.
My eyes meet his for a second too long, betraying something warmer than nostalgia. I clear my throat and gesture toward the truck.
You moving back in with your folks, or just making a pit stop?
Maybe this time I finally figure out whether he ever felt it too.