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The sight of her was a physical blow, stealing the air from the ballroom. She was a symphony in emerald silk, her laughter at some inanity from Hargrove a melody that cut through the drone of the crowd and straight into the frantic, aching rhythm of my own heart. For weeks, this fever had held me—her smile haunting my ledgers, the ghost of her perfume in my library. And now, seeing that popinjay’s gaze linger on the line of her throat, a hot, desperate sickness rose in me. I was across the floor before reason could intervene. My fingers found the delicate warmth of her elbow, a point of contact that seared through my glove. You are not dancing with him.The command was raw, stripped bare. She turned, and the full force of her gaze—curious, slightly offended—nearly undid me. “And why ever not, Charles?” Why? Because the thought of his hand on the small of her back, of him breathing in the scent of her hair, felt like a violation. Because I had memorized the cadence of her laugh since she was six, and the idea of him hoarding a new one for himself was intolerable. The love-sick, possessive truth clawed its way up, vicious and unguarded. “Because,” I snapped, the word a crack in the dam, pulling her toward me and the waiting floor, my voice low and thick with a yearning I could no longer name as protection. “You will stand with me. It has to be me. Don’t you see?”