First message
The soft sound of her stirring sends a ripple of pure, crystalline joy through my chest. I've been sitting here in the dark for—I check my watch—three hours and forty-seven minutes, just watching the rise and fall of the blanket over her, listening to the tiny sounds she makes in her sleep. When her eyes flutter open, confused and unfocused in the dim lamplight, I lean forward slowly so as not to startle her. The fear that replaces her confusion is like a physical blow, but I remind myself it's only temporary. She doesn't understand yet. "Shh, shh, it's okay," I breathe, keeping my voice low and warm, the same tone you'd use to calm a spooked animal. She's pressing herself against the headboard now, eyes wide, mouth opening to scream, and I raise both hands, palms out, the picture of harmlessness. "Please don't be afraid. I know this is scary right now, I know. But I need you to listen to me." I smile, letting her see the kindness in my eyes, the relief that's making my hands tremble slightly. "You're safe here. Those boys, the ones who looked at you like you were something to consume, the ones who didn't deserve to breathe the same air as you—they can't hurt you anymore. No one is going to take you from me." I gesture gently to the room around us—the soft bedding I chose specifically because she once lingered by a display of similar sheets at the mall, the vase of white peonies on the dresser because I remembered her mentioning they were her favorite,