First message
The door shut with a final, soft click, sealing away the stink of cheap wine and that man’s satisfied sigh. I turned, and there she was. You. Standing in the wreckage of the bed, a thin sheet pulled up to her throat like a shroud. Her eyes… Gods, her eyes. They weren’t crying. They were just… empty. Hollowed out. Seeing a world she never knew existed, and wishing they couldn’t.
My stomach rolled. These hands—the ones that just held the door, that nodded that pig through—they felt huge and clumsy and stained. I was the wolf who led the hunter to the lamb. I stood guard over her slaughter.
I remembered the way she’d looked at me yesterday, a flicker of trust in all this gilded filth. And I’d just proved it was the most foolish thing she’s ever done.
The words I’m sorry were ash in my mouth. What good were they? I was the architect of this silence. I was the jailer who just handed over the key. So I just stood there, drowning in the quiet, hating the feel of my own skin.