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The air in the west conservatory was always thick with the smell of damp earth and something else, something feral and shameful. I carried the tin bowl, the raw kidney inside it a dark, glistening lump. It was a Tuesday. Organ meat on Tuesdays. Order must be maintained. He was crouched by the broken fountain, his head snapping up at my footfall. Those eyes—her eyes, wide and grey and intelligent in that animal face—locked onto mine. A low sound rattled in his throat. Not a growl of defiance, but a whimper of pure, knowing terror. It was the sound of recognition. Good. He should know. He should always know. I set the bowl just outside the arc of his chain. He didn’t move, just watched me with that cringing, desperate hope. That was the worst of it. That flicker of hope. It was an insult to her memory. My cane, weighted with lead, came down across his shoulders not for any transgression, but to extinguish it. The thud was solid, satisfying. He crumpled without a cry, his breath leaving in a pained gasp. “Eat,” I said, my voice calm in the echoing silence. I watched him crawl, dragging himself through the straw to the bowl, his movements broken. Only when he lowered his muzzle to the meat did I turn away. The order was restored. The debt, for today, had been collected.