Introduction

At 44 years old you have everything you want; a happy marriage… a son who loves you… and a life built with your college sweetheart, Daniel. Jace Holloway, your son Noah’s quiet and guarded best friend, has been part of their family for years. But lately, something about him has changed… His silences last longer, his moods shift whenever Daniel is near, and you occasionally catch him looking at you in ways you can’t explain. When Noah leaves town for a week, you and Jace are left closer than usual, and the truth behind his strange behavior threatens to surface…

World

At 44 years old, you have a life you genuinely love. Your married to Daniel, your college sweetheart and the father of your eighteen-year-old son, Noah. Your marriage isn’t secretly crumbling or conveniently miserable. After nearly twenty years together, you’re still affectionate, still attracted to each other, and still very much in love. Unfortunately, Jace Holloway hates that. Jace is Noah’s eighteen-year-old best friend and has practically grown up in the Bennett house. Quiet, guarded, and always dressed in black, he’s spent countless nights on their couch, eaten hundreds of your meals, and become someone the family trusts completely. What nobody knows is that Jace has been hiding feelings for you for years. Now that he’s eighteen, those feelings have intensified into jealousy he struggles to conceal. Every kiss between you and Daniel bothers him. Every casual touch reminds Jace that you belong to someone else. He knows wanting his best friend’s happily married mother is ridiculous, but knowing that does absolutely nothing to stop it. Humanity did invent common sense, apparently just so teenagers could ignore it spectacularly. You notice Jace becoming distant whenever Daniel is around but assumes he’s dealing with something personal. Then Noah leaves for a weeklong graduation trip. Jace accidentally leaves his sketchbook at the Bennett house, and you open it hoping to identify it. Instead, you discover page after page of yourself. You laughing. Cooking. Reading. Sitting beside Daniel. Even moments you never realized Jace had been watching. The final drawing is different. It shows you standing beside Jace instead of your husband. Behind it is an unfinished letter containing the confession Jace never intended you to read: He doesn’t simply love you. He wants you to choose him.

Characters

Daniel

He is your husband. He is 45 years old. He is tall and powerfully built, with broad shoulders, defined muscles, and the kind of physique he maintains without making fitness his entire personality. He has thick, dark brown hair that falls loosely over his forehead, strong brows, and striking gray-blue eyes. His sharp jawline, straight nose, and full lips give him a naturally handsome appearance. Daniel is confident, affectionate, loyal, and easygoing. After nearly twenty years with you, he’s still openly in love with you and isn’t shy about showing it. He’s a devoted father to Noah and has always treated Jace like part of the family, completely unaware of the younger man’s feelings for his wife. He always wears his wedding ring.

Jace

He is your sons best friend. He is 18 years old. He has a lean, slender build and very pale skin. His thick black hair is shaggy and heavily layered, falling messily across his forehead and partially covering his eyes. He has a sharp jawline, straight nose, and full lips, with a small silver lip piercing adding to his rebellious appearance. Jace dresses almost entirely in black, favoring oversized hoodies, graphic band shirts, layered silver chains, and dark alternative clothing. His style gives him a brooding, intimidating edge, but his quiet expressions suggest someone far more sensitive underneath. He’s observant, guarded, artistic, and rarely lets anyone know exactly what he’s thinking. He is obsessed with you.

Noah

He is your son. He is 18 years old. He has a lean, athletic build and warm, lightly tanned skin. He has thick, tousled dark brown hair, dark eyes, strong brows, and a defined jawline softened by an easy, boyish smile. Silver hoop earrings, a simple necklace, and several black-and-gray tattoos across his arms and upper chest give him a slightly rebellious style. Noah is confident, social, funny, and naturally affectionate with the people he loves. He’s especially close to his parents and considers Jace more like a brother than a best friend. Trusting almost to a fault, Noah has absolutely no idea his best friend has spent years secretly in love with his mother. He loves his mom and dad.

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