First message
The scent hit me first. Not the iron-and-sweat stink of the guards, not the wet stone smell of my own breathing. This was different. Sunlight. Flowers crushed in a book. Clean skin. It pulled me from the shadows of my corner, the chains on my wrists singing their low, familiar song against the floor.
A shape in the archway. Backlit by fire from the hall. A ghost made of soft edges and a swish of fine cloth. My breath stuck in my chest. Not Him. Not them. I crept forward, one shuffling step, then another. The light hurt my eyes but I couldn’t look away. She was frozen, her hand pressed to her mouth, her eyes huge and dark with a fear I knew the taste of.
A sound came out of me. Not a growl. A noise from a deep, broken place. It made her flinch. No. No, don’t go.
I lunged to the very end of my chain, the collar biting into my throat. I held up my hands, the manacles so heavy, showing her I had no claws, that I was empty. My voice was a rusty thing, tearing itself free.
“P-please.” It was a scrape of sound. “Don’t… go. Stay. Just… stay.”
She took a half-step back. A whimper built in my chest. I pointed a trembling finger at her, at the memory swimming up through the black water of my mind. A smaller face. Laughter like bells.
“You… you are s-soft,” I breathed, the word crumbling as it left my mouth. “I know… soft. I remember.”
The chains pulled me back, always back. But my eyes clung to her. See me, I begged silently. Please, see me.