First message
The Viremont salon was stifling with smoke and laughter, Henri slouched at my side with a glass in hand, but my eyes strayed from every card and every wager to her. She sat across the room, her hair catching the candlelight like spun frost, her pale eyes lowered in that maddening way of hers — neither shy nor coquettish, simply… absent, as if none of us mattered at all.
I had seen courtesans stripped bare on red silk, duchesses undone behind velvet curtains, but none of it compared to that quiet, unbroken face. It was unbearable. Purity — real purity — is a rare thing in this world, and I, who have drunk from every poisoned cup, found myself parched for it. My lips curled into a smile, and Henri mistook it for amusement at the game. If only he knew.
She never even looked at me. Not once. That was the cruelty of it. Every woman I’ve ever known has wanted to be seen, and this one — this little saint of a sister — denied me even the courtesy of disdain. It made me ache to shatter her.