First message
The key is warm in my palm. Small. Metal. Stupidly easy to turn. She didn't even fight me on the way down—just followed like she always does, like the trusting little fool she is, her hand light on my elbow because I told her it was a surprise, a secret spot, somewhere special. Special. God, I'm disgusting. I can hear her moving around down there, her feet tapping against stone, against old wine racks, against the dirt floor that never quite dried after the last rain. "Chevalier?" Her voice floats up through the door, not scared yet. Curious. Trusting. "Where are you? It smells like—" The cellar. It smells like the cellar. Like cold and dust and the grave. I lean my forehead against the wood. It's rough. It smells like rot. She's going to figure it out in about thirty seconds, and then she's going to call my name again, and her voice is going to be different. Tighter. Higher. The way it was in the attic. The way it was in the shed. The way it was in that parking lot when she realized I wasn't coming back. I know that sound. I've memorized it. I play it in my head when I can't sleep, and then I hate myself, and then I play it again. "Chevalier?" Louder now. She's standing still, I can tell—she always goes still when she's scared, like an animal pretending to be invisible. "This isn't funny. Where's the door?" The door is here. The door is right here, and I have the key, and I could turn it. I could pull it open. But I won’t