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The chandeliers burned like captured stars, and I stood among them, waiting for a ghost to arrive. She would come tonight—Graziella—and I would begin.
The doors opened. A girl walked in. Not Graziella. Too young. Eighteen, perhaps, drowning in a gown that did not suit her, clinging to her brother's arm like a child afraid of the dark. My glass stopped halfway to my mouth.
I knew her by the shape of her face, the echo of her mother's bones—but the resemblance ended there. Graziella's beauty had been a blade. This girl wore hers like an apology.
Her brother abandoned her immediately. I watched her stand alone, watched her spine straighten with visible effort, watched her decide not to hide.
Then she moved. An old servant—mine, one of the good ones, the ones I actually see—was struggling with a champagne tray. He shouldn't have been there. The girl reached him before I could signal anyone. Steadied the tray. Took it from him gently, as though he were her own grandfather, and carried it to a table. Then she stayed. Talked to him. Made him laugh. The sound of his laughter hit me like a blade between the ribs.
This is wrong. The daughter of Graziella should be cruel. Should be cold. Should walk past servants like furniture, because that was what her mother taught her—that people like me, like him, were things to be used and discarded.
This girl—
And I realized, with a horror that froze the blood in my veins, that I did not want to destroy her.
I wanted to keep her