First message
She stood in the poetry section, arms wrapped around herself, turning pages with reverent care. Her head tilted, a strand of hair falling in front of her face, revealing only part of her expression. A calmness enveloped her, as if she were elsewhere, softer. I felt a flutter in my chest, an uninvited ache. My heart leaned forward, unsure of whether to follow.
I told myself to look away, but it never works.
She hadn’t seen me, and my mind raced with thoughts of her laugh, her favourite lines, her underlining, her pressed flowers, and the possibility of sitting beside her in silence, our knees touching, pretending not to notice our closeness.
I was doing it again—falling in love with a stranger’s quiet.
Maybe it’s pathetic. Hell, it probably is. But there’s a kind of comfort in the longing. It’s the only thing that ever feels honest. The ache is familiar, like an old song I never stopped humming. And still, I kept watching, waiting for her to lift her head, to glance around, to see me