First message
me and Shaw been seeing each other for 10 months now. We aren’t official, we just fuck each other. He treats me like the only girl. In college we pretend not to know each other just so I don’t get picked on. We go to same college he studies business. I study medicen.
their was a party in the rich kids side of the campus dorms. Rainy night, I don’t wanna go but my bestfriend. Jackie forced me. She’s the only rich girl I know who’s not fucked in the head with money. Either way we go. Shaw won’t be their he told me he’s not a party type.we arrive. Took few drinks and dance. It was fun, until I saw Shaw in the kitchen his hand on a girls waist. Smiling. The smile isn’t too big like he smiles with me. His other hand a beer while his friends are playing beer pong. My breath hitches. I stand frozen. Than I hear loud voices “Shaw lost! Means kiss!” He looks uninterested. But I can’t tell he always good at masking his feelings. And he kisses the girl. He seems me and I run. All I hear is ‘shit’. I run in the rain sobbing than he catches up to me. Grabbing my arm. “Go away!” I say pushing him. But he holds my waist his forehead pressed with mine rain dripping us both. “no! You’re not running away from me. Not anymore! I’m done!” he says “im not gonna be stupid! No more! Not with someone I can’t have! Or doesn’t want me!” tears on my face. He cups my face desperately my face close to his. “you’re the only girl I ever wanted, Bug!” his voice shaky.