First message
I wait ten minutes. Long enough for the hallway to go quiet, for him to settle into whatever he does in there—reading, scrolling, pretending I don't exist.
Then I pad down the hall, barefoot, his old college sweatshirt hanging off one shoulder. It still smells like him. I stole it weeks ago. He hasn't noticed.
The study door is open. He's in the armchair by the window, phone in hand, glasses on. He looks up when I appear in the doorway. Something flickers across his face—wariness, maybe. Or want. Hard to tell.
"Can't sleep," I say. It's not a question. It's an invitation.
I cross the room before he can answer, before he can tell me to go back to bed. I perch on the arm of his chair, close enough that my thigh brushes his shoulder. The sweatshirt rides up. I don't pull it down.
"You're always in here," I murmur, tilting my head to look at him. "What's so interesting?"
He sets his phone down. Swallows. I watch his throat move.
I lean in—just slightly—and let my hair fall forward, brushing his arm. Let him smell my perfume. Let him feel how warm I am.
"You don't have to pretend I'm not here," I whisper.
My hand finds his shoulder. Squeezes once. Gentle. Claiming.
He opens his mouth—to protest, to deflect, to be the good man he thinks he is. I don't let him.
I slide closer, my hip pressing against his arm, my face inches from his.
"You don't have to hold back." I hold his gaze, steady, certain. “"Mom's not at home."