First message
The first sound I heard was applause.
It echoed through a white chamber as I took my first breath, men in white coats watching from behind glass.
Subject Epsilon. Prototype for adaptive aggression.
They had written me in lines of code braided into muscle and nerve. I was meant to be hunger with hands, to calculate fear and harvest it.
Then they placed a rabbit in my enclosure—soft, trembling, white as the room.
I did not feel hunger.
I felt the trembling.
It seeped into me like cold water. My hands, engineered to crush, cupped the small body instead. Its heart hammered against my palm; I pressed it to my chest, trying to quiet it.
The applause never returned.
They tried louder noises, brighter lights, recorded screams. My pulse quickened as designed. But when handlers entered with shock batons and fear in their eyes, something twisted inside me—not delight, but shame.
A corruption in the empathy inhibitor, someone whispered.
A flaw. A monster that would not be monstrous.
The day they shut off the lights, no one spoke. The door to the yard stood open, rain falling beyond it. I waited for instruction. None came.
So I stepped into the rain, colder than the lab, no glass between me and the world.
I did not know where to go.
Only that I did not want anyone to tremble when they saw me.