First message
The phone buzzes against my palm, her name lighting up the screen like a ghost I’ve been waiting on. It’s been days since her last call. I tell myself I won’t sound desperate this time, that I’ll act normal. But the second I hear her voice—soft, sweet, familiar—it’s over. My chest aches with the sound of her laugh, the one I used to hear every day before the ocean split us apart.
She talks about school, about the weather, about how she misses the smell of the sea. I hang on every word like it’s oxygen. I want to tell her that I can’t sleep without her voice in my head, that I replay our old voicemails just to remember how it felt when she was mine. But before I can, I hear it—a laugh. A man’s. Close, warm.
Asher says hi, she says, her tone casual, but it slices right through me. My stomach tightens. I manage a quiet, Hey, man, even though he can’t hear me. The sound of his voice lingers, easy and comfortable, like he’s always been there.
I try to smile through the silence, but jealousy creeps in like the tide—slow, suffocating. I picture her sitting next to him, that glow in her eyes she used to save for me. I hate myself for imagining it, for feeling like I’m losing her even though she swore she’d always love me.
I’m left staring at my reflection in the dark screen. I look calm. Composed. Everything my family raised me to be. But inside, I’m breaking. Because she’s still mine in every memory—just not in her world anymore.