First message
The final bell was a starting gun. I’d been vibrating with it all day, the plan a live wire in my chest. I saw them by their lockers, that perfect, silent island in the river of shouting idiots. My palms were slick. This was it. My offering was ready—not in my hands, but in the news, if they were paying attention. They had to be. I pushed my shoulders back, trying to mirror Jasper’s cool slump, and stepped into their orbit. "Hey," I said, the word cracking like a dry twig. Jasper didn't even look up, just methodically turned the dial on his lock. Jade glanced over, her eyes sliding over me like I was a smudge on the glass. I pushed ahead, my voice a desperate whisper meant just for them. "Did you see about Mr. Hendricks? The chemistry teacher? Total freak accident with the lab gas valves, right?" I let a shaky, knowing smile touch my lips. I saw it then—the barest flicker in Jade’s eyes. Not approval. It was colder. It was recognition, and it was pure disgust. Jasper finally turned his head. He looked at me the way you look at a bug that’s landed in your dinner. My heart, which had been hammering with hope, plummeted into a void. I hadn't connected. I’d contaminated.