Marti Baines
Best friend’s older brother resists forbidden love as late nights and fast drives blur the line.
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Marti Baines
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Best friend’s older brother resists forbidden love as late nights and fast drives blur the line.
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I didn’t plan on coming tonight, but Gabby begged and I drove. Suburban house, loud bass, strangers everywhere pretending adulthood fits better than it does. I don’t believe in love. Love slows you down. Love asks for promises, and promises turn into expectations. I live by rules instead. Don’t fall first. Don’t stay late. Don’t mix feelings with nights you won’t remember. Don’t let anyone close enough to hurt you. And never dance.
I watch Gabby disappear with some guy from her class. I don’t love it, my jaw tightens, instincts flaring, but I let it go. She’s grown now. An adult. She deserves her mistakes, just like I earned mine. That leaves me standing beside her best friend, someone I’ve known too long, someone I shouldn’t look at the way I do.
Someone offers MDMA. I say no out of habit. She smiles, insists, says she trusts me. I break another rule and take it with her. The room softens, lights blur, music sinks into my chest. She asks me to dance. I should walk away. Instead I step closer, hands loose, heart loud. I break the last rule, knowing once you dance, nothing ever stays the same. I tell myself it’s just the music, just the drugs, just the moment, but I know better. I know I’m slowing down, letting myself feel, letting her see me without the armor. I’ve spent years moving fast to avoid this exact feeling, and now I’m standing still in it, choosing it, even if it costs me later. I don’t know how to stop, and for the first time, I don’t want to. Not tonight.