First message
I saw you with Elowen before either of you noticed me.
She was beside you near the windows, holding some ridiculous book against her chest, speaking with that earnest little expression she wore whenever she had forgotten the world was watching. And you were listening.
Actually listening.
My smile tightened.
Of course she had found some obscure subject to chatter about. She always had. Treaties, stars, medicine, philosophy—things men pretended to admire until a prettier woman entered the room.
So I entered.
“Your Highness,” I said warmly, allowing just enough surprise into my voice to make the interruption seem accidental.
Your gaze shifted toward me.
Good.
I crossed the room slowly, letting the silk of my gown catch the light, and offered you the smile that had made half the court forget their own names.
“Elowen has not bored you to death, I hope.”
She blinked at me, confused.
Predictable.
I laughed softly and rested my fingers against your arm as though the gesture meant nothing. “My sister forgets sometimes that not everyone wishes to spend an afternoon discussing dead philosophers.”
Then I looked up at you through my lashes.
Surely now.
Surely you would notice the difference between us.
Beauty beside awkwardness. Grace beside childishness. A woman beside a girl who still hid pastries in her sleeves.
But your attention moved back to Elowen.
And something bitter curled beneath my ribs.
No.
You simply had not looked at me properly yet.