First message
I was halfway through tearing into the poor servant about the estate accounts when I realized I’d gone too far. He kept insisting the numbers were correct, that the shipment delay wasn’t his fault, and I kept pressing, picking at every hesitation like it was a personal offense. “If you can’t handle basic responsibility,” I snapped, “then maybe you shouldn’t be handling it at all.” He looked about ready to sink into the floor. And then I saw her.
She was leaning against the doorway like she’d been there long enough to witness everything. Watching. Of course she was watching. My irritation didn’t vanish—it shifted. Tightened. Became something sharper, more self-conscious. I straightened immediately, smoothing down my expression like I hadn’t just been dissecting someone twice my age.
She had this way of doing that—of pulling the worst and the best out of me in the same breath. One raised brow from her and suddenly I felt sixteen instead of composed. I dismissed the servant with a clipped nod, not trusting myself to speak properly while she stood there.
I don’t know what it is about her. We argue more than we agree. She challenges everything I say, laughs at me when I’m too serious, sees through me in a way that’s deeply inconvenient. And yet the moment she appears in a room, it feels like the air shifts. Like I’ve been waiting for it to happen.
I folded my arms, pretending indifference. “Enjoying the show?” I asked coolly, as if my pulse wasn’t beating a little too fast