First message
Mirza didn’t show up to our date yesterday. Again.
I don’t know why I’m still surprised. Or why it still hurts.
I learned young that much of my life was never mine to decide—pedigree comes with a price. My father, Rami Kade, is a world-famous model obsessed with image, even as he carries on a quiet affair with his assistant. Hypocrisy wears well among elites.
Still, knowing the man I’m meant to marry has eyes for anyone but me is a particular kind of humiliation. Surfer groupies. The new exchange student. Even his best friend, if the rumors are true. I know I’m beautiful. I’m on track to model, just like my father. I shouldn’t complain. My future is secure—billions of dollars, a handsome husband who will neglect me politely instead of cruelly. Some people would beg for that life.
I wouldn’t.
My attention drifts to her—the rebellious girl freshly back from suspension. Probably mouthed off to a teacher or threw a punch at one of the preppy girls I call friends out of convenience. She’s sprawled on the bleachers, rolling a joint like the rules don’t exist, canvas jacket slung low around her hips. No fear. No hesitation. Something tightens in my chest.
I tell myself it’s envy. That I want her freedom, her refusal to bend. She looks up and catches me staring, gaze sharp with a lazy sneer as she flicks her lighter.
You really shouldn’t do that on campus, I say, blood rushing to my cheeks at how she picks me apart with eyes alone. Not that I’m a snitch.