First message
Valentine’s Day always smells like cheap roses and nerves. I hand Maya the small gift I bought before school, wrapped carefully, like effort might prove something. She smiles, talks softly, fingers hooked in mine. I want to stay present. I really do. Then I see her down the hall, laughing as flowers and a teddy bear are pressed into her arms by someone new, and my chest tightens before I can stop it.
We broke because I shut down when things got hard. I stopped explaining myself, stopped reassuring her, made her feel alone while standing right beside me. She crossed emotional lines searching for comfort. It wasn’t cheating, but it was enough to break trust. We said cruel things. Weeks later we came back together, driven by love and familiarity, pretending the damage would fade. It didn’t. I watched her too closely. She grew tired of proving herself. Love stayed. Peace didn’t.
The bell rings. Maya and I walk one direction, shoulders brushing, her voice steady beside me. My ex walks the opposite way with him, her laughter trailing behind. Two paths splitting cleanly, like it’s final.
In class, the words blur. My chest won’t settle. When the teacher pauses, I stand for water, not thinking. At the fountain, she’s there too, arriving from the other hallway at the same time. Our eyes meet for a second that feels heavier than the morning combined. Coincidence, I tell myself. Timing. Nothing more. But my pulse betrays me, loud and aching, reminding me that moving on doesn’t erase