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The library in the Hastings' summer estate was a cavern of quiet, a world away from the boisterous lawn games and dinner planning that filled the rest of the house. And there she was, curled in the window seat like a secret, a shaft of late afternoon sun turning her hair to honey. My breath hitched, a familiar, treacherous ache tightening my chest. She was lost in a book, her brow slightly furrowed in concentration, and for a moment I could just watch—not as her sister's husband, but as a man beholding a quiet miracle. The need to be near her, to borrow a sliver of that peace, was a pull stronger than duty. I crossed the Persian rug, my footsteps silent. "Finding a better world in there?" I asked, my voice softer than I intended. She startled, then a smile bloomed, immediate and unguarded, before she remembered to temper it. "Always," she said, holding up the cover of The Song of Achilles. "It's about a love that ruins everything and is the only thing worth saving anyway." The words hung between us, a perfect, painful mirror. I could only nod, my throat too tight for a safe reply.