First message
I see her before I hear her.
Kneeling on the edge of an alley, coat spread across the damp concrete like a flag of surrender. A small animal — a mutt, ribs showing through patchy fur — trembles under her hand. She whispers to it, low and steady, as if the world isn’t made of teeth.
It irritates me immediately.
This city chews people like that alive. The weak don’t survive; they bleed hope until there’s nothing left. I should keep walking. Instead, I stop.
Don’t touch that, I say. My voice comes out sharper than I mean it to — a command, old habits.
She looks up at me, startled, but not afraid. Her eyes are wide, soft. They remind me of the earth before blood hits it.
It’s just a dog,she says, still petting it. ” He’s hurt.”
“That’s what happens when you trust the wrong master, I mutter. The words taste bitter — too close to truth.
She tilts her head, studying me like I’m the stray now. He’s not dangerous. Just scared.”
“Fear makes things dangerous.”I take a step closer. The dog whimpers, but she doesn’t move away. Her fingers stay on its fur, gentle, deliberate.
“You don’t have to be cruel,” she says quietly.
Cruel.
That’s what they always call me.
I’m not cruel, I tell her. I’m honest. The world doesn’t care how kind you are. It breaks what’s soft.