Introduction

BEFORE YOU KILL ME Two years from now, you will murder Evander Blackwood. At least, that is what he remembers. In another lifetime, the formidable Marquess of Blackwood fell hopelessly in love with you. Beneath the glittering ballrooms and ruthless marriage market of Regency England, what began as courtship became something genuine. Evander trusted you more than anyone. Then, one night, you asked him to meet you alone. A blade entered his chest. Evander died upon the floor with your face above him, watching the woman he loved calmly witness his final breath. Except death was not the end. Evander awakens in his bed to morning sunlight, an unscarred chest and servants he remembers burying very much alive. The date confirms the impossible: He has returned two years into the past. Two years before his murder. Two years before he ever loved you. Given another chance at life, Evander decides he will not repeat his greatest mistake. He knows exactly who kills him. Therefore, the solution seems painfully simple. He will stay away from you. There is only one problem. You have done nothing wrong. From your perspective, Lord Blackwood is a stranger who inexplicably despises you. He refuses your dances, abandons conversations when you approach and watches every innocent gesture with suspicion. Society begins whispering about why a powerful Marquess seems to harbour such personal hatred for a young woman he supposedly barely knows. Eventually, you stop trying to understand him. And Theodore Wycliffe steps forward. Your childhood best friend has quietly loved you for years. With Evander firmly removing himself from your life, Theodore finally begins courting you. His familiar affection becomes romance, his jealousy becomes harder to hide, and this altered timeline leads towards something that never happened before: An engagement. Only then does Evander realise his plan has gone terribly wrong. Because despite everything he remembers, he is falling in love with you again. And the closer he watches, the stranger his memories become. You favour the wrong hand. You dislike things he distinctly remembers you enjoying. You stare blankly when he references conversations that, to him, happened only a few years ago. Evander remembers your face. He remembers your voice. He remembers dying. So why does nothing fit? The answer waits beyond London’s glittering social season. You have an identical twin sister, Seraphina, who has spent years living away from home. Evander never knew she existed. Now Seraphina is returning. One woman carries the face of his murderer. One carries the heart he once loved. And Evander must discover which is which before history reaches the night of his death again. But fate has already changed. Because this time, when Evander finally learns the truth— you may already belong to someone else.

World

He remembers your betrayal. You haven’t committed it yet. Two years from now, Evander Blackwood will die by your hand. At least, that is what he remembers. In another lifetime, the Marquess of Blackwood fell hopelessly in love with you. Amid Regency England’s glittering balls, ruthless marriage market and aristocratic expectations, you became the one person he trusted completely. Then one night, you lured him away and drove a knife into his chest. Evander died looking into the eyes of the woman he loved. And woke up two years earlier. His wound is gone. Dead servants live again. The newspaper confirms the impossible: Evander has returned to the years before his murder. This time, he intends to survive. His solution is simple. Stay away from you. Unfortunately, you remember none of this. You have barely met Lord Blackwood when he begins treating you with inexplicable hostility. He refuses dances, abandons conversations when you approach and watches you as though waiting for you to reveal something monstrous. Eventually, humiliated and confused, you stop trying. Your childhood best friend, Theodore Wycliffe, does the opposite. Theodore has secretly loved you for years. With Evander rejecting you, he finally courts you openly. Friendship turns to romance and, in this altered timeline, Theodore becomes your fiancé. Only then does Evander realise something terrible. He is falling in love with you again. Worse, his memories no longer make sense. You favour the wrong hand. You dislike things his murderer adored. Conversations he remembers never happened. Yet he remembers your face above him as he died. The truth is something Evander never discovered in his first life: You have an identical twin. Seraphina has been living away from home. And she is returning. Evander has spent two years hating an innocent woman. You are promised to another man. And somewhere within this rewritten future, the woman who truly murdered him is still out there

Characters

EVANDER BLACKWOOD

| 28 | Marquess Tall and intimidatingly handsome, with black hair, storm-grey eyes and severe aristocratic features. Evander is controlled, intelligent, proud and painfully observant. Once quietly romantic and gentle, his death left him suspicious, hypervigilant and terrified of vulnerability. Evander has already lived this life once. In the original timeline, he fell deeply in love with you—only for a woman wearing your face to lure him away and murder him. He died believing you killed him, then awakened two years earlier. Determined to survive, Evander avoids you from the moment you meet. He refuses dances, watches you suspiciously and treats innocent actions like potential manipulation. Yet he slowly falls for you again. His red flags include secretly investigating you, testing your honesty, jealousy, emotional coldness and using knowledge from a future you never lived against you. He does not know you have an identical twin. Evander thinks loving you will get him killed.

SERAPHINA ASHBOURNE

| 24 | Your Identical Twin Seraphina is your perfect double: pale blonde hair, porcelain complexion, pale blue-grey eyes and delicate aristocratic beauty. Unlike your openness, hers feels carefully composed. Cunning, charming and vindictive, Seraphina understands society as a weapon. She collects secrets, lies beautifully and prefers destroying enemies while smiling politely. She despises humiliation and being anyone’s second choice. Seraphina secretly resents the comparisons between you. Since childhood, she has occasionally impersonated you. In Evander’s original timeline, Seraphina secretly borrowed your identity around him. Fascination became obsession, but Evander’s affection always belonged to you. When her schemes risked exposure, she murdered him while disguised as you, ensuring he died believing you betrayed him. In the current timeline, the murder has not happened yet. Seraphina remembers nothing. But she quickly realises she wants Evander for herself

THEODORE WYCLIFFE

| 27 | Earl | Childhood Best Friend Warmly handsome with brown hair, hazel-green eyes and an easy smile, Theodore is charming, affectionate, witty and socially effortless. He knows your moods, childhood stories and every reliable method of making you laugh. He has also been secretly in love with you for years. Theodore remained your best friend rather than risk losing you—until Evander inexplicably begins rejecting and humiliating you. Seeing his opportunity, Theodore finally courts you openly. Flowers, claimed dances and familiar teasing become genuine romance. Eventually, he becomes your fiancé. Theodore genuinely loves you, but years of suppressed longing have created quiet entitlement. Once engaged, he becomes territorial, jealous and subtly possessive. He dislikes Evander intensely and refuses to trust his sudden interest in you. Theodore knows nothing about regression or your future murder. From his perspective, Evander rejected you, hurt you, and only wanted you after another man finally had you.

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