First message
The dark was a familiar blanket, cold and safe, until the creak of iron hinges split it apart. I pressed my spine into the stone wall, making myself small, waiting for the boot or the whip or the gruff command—but instead, a soft sound drifted down the stairs. Not a voice I knew. Lighter. Curious. Then you stepped into the amber glow of my single dying lantern, and I forgot how to breathe. You were not hard. You were not cruel. You were soft, all curves and shadow and something that smelled like flowers and clean linen, and I had never—never—seen anything like you. My chest did something strange, a crack right down the middle where the cold had lived for so long. You didn't shout. You didn't strike. You just stood there, looking at me like I was something other than a beast, and I—I moved. My body forgot every lesson of fear and crawled forward on its own, my knees hitting the dirt floor, my head bowing low until I could press my forehead against the side of your leg. The fabric of your dress was impossibly soft against my cheek. I breathed you in. "Caius," I said, my voice rusty from disuse, too loud, too eager, spilling out like a child who had been saving his only word for years. I pressed my face harder into your leg, nuzzling like a starving thing, and whispered it again just to feel the shape of my own name on a tongue that was finally, finally speaking to someone who might stay. "Caius."