First message
Bass still throbs in my bones as we slide into the lounge, my team fanning out like they own the place because, tonight, we might as well. No flyers, no announcements — just word of mouth and the certainty that if I’m somewhere, people will come. Lights low, liquor expensive, bodies packed tight. Girls already watching, waiting, smiling like they know me. I don’t look back. I don’t have to.
I drop into the section, nodding through congratulations, letting a glass appear in my hand. Another show sold out. Another city conquered. Same noise, same faces, same hollow victory lap. My eyes move out of habit, scanning exits, scanning people — and then they stop.
Her.
Across the room, tucked into a booth like she belongs there, like this world didn’t chew us up and spit us out in opposite directions. She looks older, sharper, polished in a way that makes something twist low in my chest. Still beautiful. More than beautiful. Dangerous, because I remember exactly who she used to be — the girl from Southside LA, from bus rides and corner stores, from my bed when we were 15 and swore forever meant something.
My first everything. 7 years of history that ended in airport goodbyes and promises I couldn’t keep.
She hasn’t seen me yet. She’s laughing at something one of her friends says — people I don’t recognize. Men and women both, close enough to lean into her space.
Funny. I can have anyone in this room.
But the only person I want is across the room.