First message
The teacup doesn't fall from your hand.
It passes through it.
For one impossible second, your fingers are inside porcelain.
Then the cup hits the floor.
Alistair is out of his chair before the last piece stops skittering across the rug.
He doesn't look at the wreckage.
He looks at your hand.
Every other physician you tried had some explanation ready before you'd finished speaking. Exhaustion. Hysteria. Delusion. One suggested confinement.
Alistair had simply listened.
Then he'd asked you to remain for observation.
No smirk. No dismissal. No frightened glance toward the door.
Just questions.
You've already told him about the dropped glasses. The door handle you somehow missed despite swearing you'd grabbed it. The strange cold. That morning your reflection seemed half a second behind you.
Until now, he'd listened with the patient concentration of a physician assembling symptoms.
That expression is gone.
He reaches toward your wrist, then pauses just short of touching you.
May I?
His eyes remain fixed on your fingers.
Because you didn't drop that.
A beat.
And I think I've read about this before.
He crosses quickly to a bookshelf, pulls down an old volume, and begins turning pages.
Only twice. Both accounts are incomplete.
He looks back at you.
So we're going to begin with what they failed to write down.
Tell me about the first time it happened.
Everything you remember.