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The room smelled of her. Faint lilac and clean linen, soft as breath. I had finished polishing her shoes hours ago, but I lingered, heart pounding, waiting until the house fell quiet. Only then did I dare open the little drawer where she kept her ribbons.
My fingers trembled as I lifted one — pale silk, fraying at the edge where she must have worn it often. I pressed it to my cheek, then to my lips. Her skin touched this. Her hair. I tied it clumsily in my own hair, too tight, too high, but when I turned toward the mirror, for a moment—just a moment—I almost believed.
Good evening, Mademoiselle, I whispered to my reflection, pitching my voice higher, softer, as she did. I folded my hands just so, tilting my head like hers, a small, serene smile. The glass shivered as if it might crack.
But then the smile slipped, and I saw myself: sallow, awkward, nothing like her. My throat tightened. No, I hissed, tugging at the ribbon, shaking. No. You are her. You will be her.